Feelings

One of the hardest I’ve ever laughed in my life – and so inappropriately – is when I was the guest at a funeral and the soloist sang Feelings (whoa whoa whoa) by Morris Albert:

Feelings, feelings like I’ve never lost you
And feelings like I’ve never have you again in my heart

Just no.

This post is not about that but – sadly – the first thing that pops into my mind when I hear the word “feelings” is that song. I am hoping to replace that first thought pop-up with this instead:

@hailey_helms

Take my hands. Close your eyes. Now feel. -Barbie movie 🩷🫢🏻✨ this scene was everything. #barbie #barbiemovie #barbie2023 #margotrobbie #ryangosling #moviescene #life #vlog #feel #youareenough #happytimes

♬ original sound – Billie Eilish Home
I’ve had a lot of feelings over the past couple of days. My mom is still dead and even though it’s been 35 years, I miss her so much. A friend’s daughter who was not supposed to live this long just started her first year in college. I spent the afternoon yesterday laughing hysterically with one of my favorite people who also misses Mom. Three more families are obliterated by gun violence in Jacksonville by a man who was taught that hating Black people is okay. And still another family in my hometown of Chapel Hill woke up yesterday in tact and went to sleep last night forever missing a husband and father – again due to gun violence.

“I don’t know how to feel” is more common that we’d like to admit. It’s seems easier to numb out. It’s harder to let the pain sink in, and yet feeling is what makes us human. It’s what keeps us from being plastic and fake.

A couple things about Jesus:

He felt things deeply.

He reminds us that – when we gather for the Lord’s Supper – we are drinking to remember even though many of us drink to forget.

To feel. To share feelings. To love and support each other. To make earth more like heaven especially when it feels like hell. This is what we were made for.

One response to “Feelings

  1. So beautiful.

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